January 2009
solitude
Today i watched into the wild. and it makes me completely crave a live of freedom. I will never be able to stand a cubicle, everyday the same in and out lifestyle, and pretending to have a smile on your face while doing it. No. I need somewhere new and exciting. Where i can go where i want, and explore. I do not want to die regretting what i have and haven’t done.
live a life of adventure...
nonsensical-ness.
i feel surely that i am spiraling down a deep whole of nothing.
i continue to strive for success,progress,and change. But honestly, i have gotten myself into so many things in the past that i cant really focus on what i love.
i havent been able to relax and daydream for months. i havent been able to think about anything other than school. i miss the ability to create. i havent been able to sit...
“treasure your friendships, the ones you love, and the gift of time”.”
new years
yeah. new years was pretty much the most crazy, obnoxious, uncalled event of the year. But i was with the people i love so that kind of trumps everything.
i really have so many goals and things i want to accomplish going into this year, but if i let anyone know about them, 99% SURE I WILL NOT DO THEM.
SO BE READY. READY FOR THE CHANGE.